Recently I was asked "what have the NiELdS ever done for you, that you will
follow them all around the country"? I would like to take the time to answer
this question.
In a world of nuculer proliferation, violence, hunger, disease, divorce,
institutionalized overpopulation, injustice, and decay of traditional values
these five people remind me that in the midst of all this evil and horror,
beauty, love, and family not only exist but still reign supreme as the
standard by which human morals are measured. They teach through example and
give me an undeniable reason not to be a drug addict, alcoholic, or
suicidal.
In other words, the NiELdS give me a reason to be, and believe that, yes,
some
good can come out of all the insanity that envelopes and attempts to destroy
me, while at the same time many of my 'friends and family' (with very few
exceptions) compel me in the opposite direction. When I discovered the
NiELdS
I was at an all time low point in my life, comming to terms with a tragic
romance that had finally run its course and left nothing but pain, loss, and
embarassment in its wake. With the help of the NiELdS I was able to overcome
the loss and begin the healing process. For this I will be eternally
grateful.
They will never know how much this means to me.
The NiELdS provide a link to my children and their generation.
Through irreconsilable differences in health and lifestyle I was seperated
from my two children in 1993 and have not seen nor heard from them since. I
love my children dearly and this causes me more grief than any father should
ever have to indure, although, due to circumstances beyond my control, the
situation currently remains unchanged. While all my correspondence goes
unanswered I continue to send them gifts consisting of all the NiELdS CDs
and
other NiELdS recordings and merchandise that reflect the deep feelings I
have
for them, in hopes that someday the NiELdS may provide a bridge that will
result in our eventual reunion. I see the NiELdS as the most conducive
conduit
for that potential reunification. A few years back I decided that since I
couldn't be with my own children, that I would treat all children I
encounter
in a manner that was consistant with how I would want others to treat my
own,
thereby creating a kharmic link to the loved ones I so long to be with. In a
pop culture indunuated with 'spice girls','back street boys', and gangsta
rappers, the NiELdS represent a return to serious art not associated with
the
buisness of selling 'a rat's asshole to a blind man for a wedding ring'. The
NiELdS, on the other hand, with or without a light show, are VERY positive
role models who shine through all the (gun) smoke and mirrors I find on MTV.
These five amazing and creative people rekindle my interest in the classics,
from Greek mythology to Nabakov, Georgia O'Keefe, Bob Dylan, and everything
in
between. The works of great literture, music, and art take on a new
significance when viewed through the context of the NiELdS experience. I'm
learning to play and sing better. I write more frequently. I have become
more
computer literate in an attempt to keep up with what the band and their many
talented fans are doing. I travel more and visit places that I would never
have been tempted to explore were it not for the influence of the NiELdS, be
it direct or incidental. My understanding of audio reinforcement has been
greatly inhanced. My belief that music, and art in general, is a magical
learning tool has been fortified. Through my exposure to the NiELdS my
consciencousness has been expanded in a drug free way that I could not have
previously concieved. My interest in yoga and a natural diet have been
revived. Being around the NiELdS is often enlightening, educational, and in
my
opinion, a blessing and a privledge.
The NiELdS fill me with joy.
A NiELdS performance has never failed to fill me with joy. In fact I leave
each show overflowing with joy, as do many of the people around me. It
spills
out into the street and makes me want to hang around after the show and
drink
in every drop, until all the gear is packed and Nessie the Lockness Vanster
is
rolling down the road toward the next act in the neverending NiELdS musical
revue. On the road after each show I often burst into spontanious smiles and
laughter reliving the lighter moments of the previous performance, or some
thoughtful, kind remark made by one of the band members. I walk away from
each
show literally walking on air, and the euphoria is delightful and unlike any
other I have ever experienced. Not only do the NiELdS fill me with joy but I
can witness it happening to others around me, and it forms the foundation of
a
collective conscienousness that we all share and commune with.
The NiELdS introduce me to new artists and ideas.
The Maggies, Dan Bern, Trish Murphy, Jim's Big Ego, Jess Klein, Salamander
Crossing, Jump Little Children, Carbon Leaf, Ellis Paul, Lucy Chapin, Hang
Dawgs, Fred Eaglesmith, Ben Demerath, Dar Williams, Moxy Fruvous, The
Kennedy's, Stringbean, Great Big Sea, Cory Harris, Bela Fleck and the
Flecktones, Tony Trishka and Bend, Eddie From Ohio, Ani DiFranco, Jill
Sobule,
Sinead Lohen, Todd Young, Clubber, Julie Schrieber, Murah, June Rich, The
Madmen Poets, Rose Polenzani, Erin McKeown, Patty Griffin, Pamela Means,
etc.,
etc., etc. These are just some of the new musicians who have shared the bill
with the NiELdS. Not only have I had the experience of hearing their music,
but many times I have had the chance to meet them, converse, and sometimes
become aquainted with these multi-talented performers. I have met the writer
Pam Houston, the author of Cowboys Are My Weakness and Waltzing The Cat, in
one of which she mentions The NiELdS. Through them I have become aware of
the
work of writer Ann Lamott. I cannot overemphasize the cultural impact that
this band has on their fans. They possess the ability to make us more
literate
and knowledgeble people in a way that few more popular artists can. This is
because they are educated people with a gift for teaching and elevating the
conscienousness of the people around them, be they fans or other artists. It
doesn't hurt that they are the centerpiece of the thriving New England music
scene, which is the modern equivilent of the 60s Greenwich Village music
scene
thanks to legends like Jordi Herald, Pete Seeger, Jack Hardy, and Arlo
Guthrie
who have made there homes in or east of the Hudson Valley.
The NiELdS reinforce my youthful idealism and keep its erosion in check.
When life throws us curveballs, or we try wade through a sea of turmoil only
to be knocked back three steps for every one we take, it's easy to become
frustrated and disillusioned. Like when you get thrown in jail for some
crime
you didn't commit, or a bunch of 'nimrods' vote down ratification of the
Test
Ban Treaty. When some 'slack boy on a moped' tries to steal your lunch money
it's easy to forget what is right, and begin to blame all slackers, and
overlook the fact that there is good and evil in all things. When we let
this
happen we abandon our ideals and little by little our attitude begins to
change. Moral imparatives aren't as important as they once were, and
suddenly
we wake up one day and low and behold we have developed a bad attidude that
leads us down the wrong road farther and farther toward the 'nimrods' in
Nimrodville and away from the global village where we are all citizens and
stewards of the earth. At every performance the NiELdS, at some point remind
me that 'the price of freedom ( and of sanity ) is eternal vigilence'.
Dispite
the vanity, materalism, and meateating they possess a spiritual quality that
reminds me of the youthful enthusiasim I have, from time to time, come
dangerously close to abandoning. In this respect, to me personally, their
influence is priceless. I don't get that from heavy metal, rap, or even
Ricky
Martin.
The NiELdS expand my circle of friends and kindred spirits.
Without naming names, I have to say that, so far, each of the people I have
become aquainted with through my association with the NiELdS experience has
been a pleasure to meet. Educated, tolerant, diverse, multi-talented,
generous, helpful, and caring would be an accurate way to desribe the lion's
share of NiELdSfans, and even the opinionated knuckleheads like me are
reasonably amiable persons compared to the self indulgent morons you would
find at, say, a Rolling Stones or Korn concert. When I'm the biggest
troublemaker in the house that's a pretty nice crowd. So far no one has
tried
to break into my car while I'm in the show... yet.
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